LOVES TWISTED DESTANY

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My frozen heart, I do declare,
For what is left, so little there.
So cold, so lifeless as stone it is,
No joy, no smile of love sweet kiss.​

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Cold winter’s night my life had been.
No love, no joy, just hardship seen.
But in a flash of light so pure,
Did melt my heart with love’s sweet cure.​

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But as it came so quick it went.
I ask the lord. Why was it sent?
To show me pain, to show me grief?
To test me in my true belief?​

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I wonder why, I know not still.
But naught my empty heart does fill.
Joy I had and asked for naught,
As days went by in blissful thought.​

To love and hold her was all I needed,
Thanked the Lord for what was seeded.​

I thanked Him then, I do not now,
In disbelief, anger too some how.​

I ask Thee all I ask Thee why
Was she taken? Why did she die?​

My aching heart so cold does feel,
For loss of her and love so real.​

For loss of hope, of loved to be.
In sleepless nights I cry for thee.​

Within my sorrow one lonely night,
I heard a voice so far from sight.
With words so sweet yet tender bright,
The glimmer of hope my heart did invite.​

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I see her not, but feel her pain.
I invite her in, am I insane?
For her words I read your face I see.
Is it a sick twist of destiny?​

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Forgive me please, I beg of you.
Don’t judge me harsh for love so true.
Am I a fool to hold on though?
If I upset you please tell me so.​

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In sleepless wonder I hold on tight
I read those words, my love in sight.
I’m sick of pain and loneliness too,
That’s why I think I see in you,
The sweet caress, the love so strong,
But deep inside I know it’s wrong.​

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I must put end to this insane,
For if I don’t, I’ll cause you pain.
I thank you friend, I thank you true.
Forgive me please, I beg of you.​

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© Vic.......09/2000