Beloved
A sweet angel, a beautiful flower,
The reason for living, my joy, my power
When you smile, joy I cannot hide
But when you sad, I die inside.
There are times I do not understand,
When I am far, in another land.
Longing for you makes me go mad
What I don't mean makes you sad
My loving angel, I hope you know
The love I feel every day does grow
When your love you don't show,
Lost and alone I feel, crazy I go.
From the start my heart I gave to you
Promised myself I would be loyal and true,
I know that I have not always been right
That I am not always your shining light
I look back on the times we've had,
The joy you gave me makes me glad
Took the chance because I saw in you
A heart of gold and a love so true
Can't give you riches, diamonds or gold
I can give you my love till you grow old
I will be there when you happy or blue
Because my angel, I will always love you
© Victor 11/2005
Blind Destiny
Confusion is what lies within my brain
Tormenting thoughts and fear of pain.
Within my heart lies a feeling so strong
Destruction it will bring if it is wrong
I have not known her for long I know,
Yet it feels like I met her so long ago.
To hold and feel her sweet heart beat
I find myself now lost without retreat.
Every word that parts her tender sweet lips,
Or those she sends with her loving finger tips
Make me feel there is nothing in life worth more
Than the love that from her heart would pour
As loneliness invades this weary soul,
Longing every minute takes its toll
Wonder if I have finally lost my mind
Or that to reality I have gone blind
I sense the power that within her grows.
I sometimes wonder if she even knows
The overwhelming need of what it will bring
When I hear the angel her sweet song sing.
Day will come when we shall finally meet
What is in store or how we each other treat
God knows but I dream of what may be
My only wish is true love in her eyes to see
Words are not enough to show what’s true
And many a time some try to make us blue
I hold back till the day that I meet you.
And give you my life if you say, “I love you”
© Vic 28/06/2006